dear july 6th,

two years ago today, you made me cry.
but i got through the first one, and i’ll be damned if you bring me down after all that’s happened. 

cons:

• i miss you in my life jon and ryan. 

pros:

• The Young Veins
• i got my old Panic! sound back. and even better.
• why you all look so happy Panic! 3.0?
• the gift of Dallon Weekes and Ian Crawford
• i missed you stagegay.
• why are your shows suddenly fun again Panic! 3.0?

after two years, the pros outweigh the cons. one day when we’re all older there will be a reunion tour and we’ll all laugh about this later, but for now i like where things are going.

after two years, i salute you Panic! 3.0, kickin’ ass and takin’ names…

but i still bawl my eyes out when i listen to Northern Downpour.